Never feel love

M starting se btata hu mera naam lucky h but i am the unlucky person in this wourld i born and my parents died m apne chacha k ghar rha hu starting se they never accept me as a child mene kbhi bhi pyar jesa kuch feel nhi kiya tha untill mene usse dekha nhi tha pehle din vo school m aayi vo bhi meri tarah hi akeli thi but uske parents alive the bss pdne aayi thi mera koi dost nhi tha kisi se baat nhi karta tha isliye vo mujhse baaat karne lagi meri care karti thi mene kbhi esa feel nhi kiya tha m khush rehne laga tha mene kuch dost bhi banaye mujhe laga sab perfect h mera army m jaane ka sapna tha and jab m 12 th m aaya tbhi mene running clear kar di army ki then exam and selected yhi reh gya tha m padne m acha tha easily kar deta but mere pyar nandni ne bola i cant live without you tum army m jaoge to hum saath kese rahenge vese m intelligent tha bss yha se mene apni life k saath galat karna start kar diya mene government jobs se hamesha k liye mann hta liye ghr pe koi kuch bole na tatoo bhi karva liye bhut saare sthen engineering join kar li mene but fir mene life m sab kuch badal gya ek din mujhe call aaya tum nandni ko jante ho mene bola haa and he says hum 6 months se relationship m h meri life jese khatam jesi ho gyi m kuch soch nhi pa rha tha long distanse tha school k bad vo ghar ja chuki thi m mill bhi nhi sakta tha iski vajah se mujhe migrane start ho gya then m kbhi bhi outof zone hone laga kuch kha nhi pa rha tha bimaar ho gya hospital m 1 month rehne k baad hosh m aaya i started move on but kuch time baad uska firse messege aaya i miss you i cant live without u and all jiske saath vo thi vo usse marta tha blackmail karta tha to vo job k liye bahar aa gyi mene usse accept kar liya because i still love her but kbhi bhi koi bhi insaan sudhar nhi sakta ye human neture h but iss baar sabse kharab phase aaya life ka m college m hi tah vo job kar rhi thi still long distanse tha and ek din usne bola sorry i am pregnent vo m nhi tha mene kbhi usse touch bhi nhi kiya tha vo last relationship wala ladka bhi nhi tha vo uska hi manager tha vo uski peso m help karta tha so she started love him and tab hum relationship m the but she cheated and ladke ne bhi bol diya pta nhi kiska hoga bachha , m to bebkuf tha na usse bhagne ki jagah uski help ki uski cheating ko maaf kiya fir hum 2 saal takk same relationship m rhe mene apni enginnering beech m se hi chod di mere mann m vo baat lagg gyi thi k usne peso k liye vo kiya sab sahi chal rha mene job start kar di thi it m hi a good salary and all ek din hamari ladai hui kisi choti baat pe then she shared me screen shot k vo 2 ladko se same time pe baat kar rhi h mere alava do usse pehle bhi ladai hoti thi k vo dosto k saath drink karti h night m vhi soo bhi jaati h mujhe nhi tha pasand but i trust on her but iss baat sab over ho gya tha i shared the photos to his brother mere saath k but fir usne mere ghar pe call kar diya mere father ko k lucky blackmail kar rha h they all starting hate m even i started to hate m abh koi nhi chahiye mujhe and usne btaya mujhe baat m k ye 2 saal m multiple logo k saaath physical hui h mujhe nafrat ho gyi h apne aap se m kuch nhi karna chahta abh even i cant die ..